Silly words

I'm sorry. You're probably the best person I met in my whole life and I screwed everything up. It was not supposed for this to happen. Believe me, I never wanted this. But it was also not supposed for me to fall in love with you, and I did. Again, I screwed everything up. It's my fault, even it's not my fault at all. I know, this is kinda really weird but I don't know. I thought I was like... idk, a shitty person. And then you showed up and I saw in you my reflection. You now, all the coincidences and all the conversations and laughter and idk, everything... You're just like me. You made me feel normal for once in my whole life, and I'll never be able to return it. I'm sorry for being such an idiot. I'm just a stupid girl who had the bad luck of falling in love with the most amazing guy of ever. You know, you're kinda weird and silly sometimes. But I like you that way. I like it when you call me unexpectedly and make me laugh even when I'm on my bad days. You have that effect on me, you know? I kinda stop breathing and I break inside when I see you, even if you're miles away. I just don't know. You're amazing, and I really like you. And that's why I have to let you go. You deserve the best girl in the world, and I want you to be the happiest guy in the world too. I hope you'll be really great with a girl who understand you, respects you, makes you feel "you". Just like you made me feel too. Maybe this is the most ridiculous thing you have read in your whole life, but I had to tell you this. I have so much stuff I wanted to tell you, but I'll just hold it on. I love you, wich is why I have to let you go and forget about you. I'm sorry for being like this, and thank you for being like that.